Friday Ramblings

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PROLOGUE: I did have drinks prior to writing this so let that be known.

This was me when I got home tonight . I went out to dinner, drinks and to play pool with a friend. About halfway through the night, I was texting this guy I've been talking to for about a month - keep in mind because of our custody schedules, we've only seen each other about 3 times - I mentioned I wanted to see him and he said he could make time this weekend for lunch. Sounds great right?!

SO WHY DO I FEEL LIKE THE NEEDIEST WOMAN IN THE WORLD?!?!

like that's not good enough! I'm not that girl. I LOVE living alone, I love having my me time, so I'm completely okay with not seeing someone every waking moment I have free. But at the same time, I also would like someone that I can see more than 3 times a month. That's reasonable right? That's not needy is it? Someone help a girl out!

And while we're on the subject, wait, are we on the subject of calling your best friend to stop you from doing something stupid? Oh well, I didn't do anything stupid even though I wanted to because I was sad. I talked my own self out of it without pestering my bestie! You're welcome for not ruining your night. 😛❤️ Sorry mom, I bet you're worrying now. I'm good, no need. 😊

I decided just to come home, finish off the Oreos and my pint of ice cream and snuggle with a puzzle and a book until I fall asleep. Winter and overthinkers with depression just don't mix.

Friday night ramblings over. Thank you for reading. Have a great weekend!